Thank you for stopping by to learn more about me, my beautiful family and life after loss. I am the mother of three boys, my “dream” family. After battling infertility, each boy was conceived through a series of hundreds of shots, pills, appointments and procedures, also known as IVF. My first pregnancy was picture perfect, and at home, I love on an energetic three-year-old, Nolan. In my heart, I carry my son Simon who died at 38 weeks gestation, just 5 days before a scheduled c-section, due to a cord accident and Little Guy who’s heart stopped beating at 12 weeks. I have never been a writer but have found it beneficial as a means to make sense of a world that no longer makes sense. I’m a lover of anything outdoors and find nature to be a natural soother.